persuade myself

tell myself from now on
i need to concentrate on my study
not to think about him
treat him as a normal friend
try hard now
y??
i need to see him everyday
i scare i cant do it
yet i am trying my best
y i had to do this decision??
i dunno actually
maybe due to the whole holiday didn't see him ad
even his sms
fed up with the way he treat me
i think i know the answer
ya
sad to said this was my 2nd incident
but
i am persuading myself not to think him anymore
not to related anything to him
just let it be
happen naturally

and my damn bad result
i have to face it after a happy and enjoy holiday
sworn to study in holiday but i failed to do it
the another exam is just one month to go
JIA YOU la KAE NII
=)